Dancingiraffes

I've proved my self... but still....

2009-07-31T01:12:00.009+05:00

At last...my hard work really paid off... : ) at last I've proved my self....that I can be somebody... though It was a long and a hard journey.... the memories of it will be cherished and kept forever...

thanks to you all... for today... I've achieved the best student award ....and seeing my parents in tears of happiness and pride made me the happiest person alive.... but still... I know.... I have more struggles ahead....

the ocean is clam for now... but the wind blows and the tides are rising....this time the water is more deep... but I fear less... coz I will overcome them... and win...again... because I have you all... your love.... and support to guide me throughout.... : ) if it wasn't for you all... I wouldn't be here today...

I will never forget you ever
love sasha robot

Water in the sink...

2009-04-20T01:56:00.004+05:00

Vegetables and packed oily stuff
Looked enough good to beat the 'head in staff'
Couldn't believe I'd grown to be so tough
Coz i want to play with the water
Ya i want to play with the water
Water in the sink!
Water in the sink!

Clearing off the mind free
Eat some ice-cream
Throw around a little bit
Let it cool the steam
Jump on the sofa
Crack you hear a scream
Coz you want to play with the water
Ya you want to play with the water
Water in the sink!
Water in the sink!

Sing along the iron string
Bang the floor 'ti-ding'
Mess around the global shit
Make records to hit
The audience loves us
We don't make them sick
Coz we want to play with the water
Ya we want to play with the water
Water in the sink!
Water in the sink!

Song written originally on 2005
by: sasha robot ( a song)

Que sera sera

2008-02-16T00:41:00.006+05:00

When I was small I had so many interests.. like singing, dancing, painting and stuff.. my mind was never set to any one thing... with no limitation to bound my imagination I painted my world.. I was content with my self.. until people started to question my destiny..."what will you be? a doctor, a nurse, a lawyer or a business women...... I never had a definite answer... I wanted to be a singer, a dancer....an artist... there were so many things... but I noticed that these were rarely on the list of.. 'My Ambition' essay given by the teachers......so while nurturing my interests.. (on my own) and pondering on my ambition...I promised my self ... I would be somebody....someday.. : )

but as time passed...I started to feel depressed and loose self confidence..... I felt like shutting my self out from this world....but there was no where to hide...my husbands high associates asked me... "what do you do?" right after " how do you do?" : ) I was feeling more ashamed and less important.... I wanted to start doing something....but didn't have a clue where to start from......I felt like I was a failure and... the only one in my family...who couldnt make them proud....

After waiting for so long... now.. at last ... I've got the chance(thanks to god).. to do something in the field of my interest...the feeling is so wonderful and at the same time scary.... its like a new life...: ) ...I crave to reach the top and prove my self that I can be someone after all.... someone my family (and everyone) can be proud of : )... and I would do my very best to achieve my goals : ) and by doing so... could hopefully return my gratitude to those loved ones who gave a meaning to my life : )

love you all (for believing in me)
sasha

TI DING!

2007-11-17T22:16:00.000+05:00

here i am waiting with a 4 digit queue no. to be called upon after half an hour only to be announced that all my waiting was in vain... "come back again on 20th" said the immigration officer... and passed me out without a second glance.. and it wasn't his fault or mine that my visa got delayed...it was a women who filled the form with a whole lot of correction pen and said sorry.... afterwards...

sorry a simple 5 digit word which is delivered so easily without having to cramp your neck for half an hour or to tolerate the never ending sound of TI DING ... hehehe..

even the simplest things can sometimes be so straining and time consuming... i guess that's only a tiny part of life: )

(life) the first episode

2007-08-05T02:48:00.000+05:00

Happiness burst out as tears
Draining out all your fears

Taking the vows as you wept
With promises that are never kept

Held by the magnetic glittering
Get chained to the ring of suffering

Your heart flips with joy and pride
At the announcement of 'you may kiss the bride'

You don't want anymore
You don't wish anymore

You've got all you wanted
A love that's pretended

Then comes the dinner and the wine
That's how it all starts so fine

But you've still got time
Apple juice, orange juice or lime

Cant you see it in their eyes?
The awful terrible lies

To love is to hurt
To guide is to mislead
To abandon and desert
To make your heart bleed

written by: Sasha
originally in 2003

Thoughtful thoughts

2007-07-28T02:25:00.000+05:00

Life can be so simple and at the same time such a burden. Even the simplest matters can give you endless joys or sorrows..but everybody has a limit..a limit that if pushed... "nothing" matters anymore...the hurt makes you a so different person... what you think, say or do is simply based on your instinct.... which is mostly to return the feeling of hurt,pain or guilt.... this strong urge leaves scars.. thats difficult to mend....and heavy on heart we still live...why ...

Fade

2007-07-10T02:06:00.000+05:00

Fade to grey
Take the light
Take the flight
And go away...

Shade today
Heat tonight
Have to fight
And die the same..

Made to pay
Pay for rights
Try survive
And cry for pain...

Fade to grey....

written by: sasha
(btw it's a song)

Subconscious mind

2007-07-05T02:44:00.000+05:00

All my life I have tried to be a better person...someone everyone will love and care about but there are certain things that makes me who i am...

An ability or fault..like smiling and frowning, everyones special in their own way.well thats how I see it but then again..everyones different.. and would have different opinions...

Are we perfect? we can try to be... but would we be ourselves if we try to be something we are not..?

crazy thoughts

2007-06-22T00:41:00.000+05:00

When i was small i thought id marry an angel, go to heaven and live happily ever after.I thought i was special and had a mission to accomplish,a prophecy to fulfill...a legacy which would come to view eventually.

My mind was pretty preoccupied by my own world where i flew high... with my own wonderful dreams. :) My world with rainbows and butterflies and all smiles.

My friends laughed at me and made fun of me.. and i laughed.. but.. at them...for i have seen and lived in the world that hey had not yet foreseen. I grew powerful day after day..blooming and shining my happiness on others.

Life was perfect ..as was the dreams..for my angel was there..behind the clouds...whom i longed to meet.He had the perfect smile and the heart of an angel i searched for him everywhere..but realized it would take time for him to find me..: )

So i waited...

As time grew older i was disrupted and disturbed by the harshness of the old world.cruelty,dishonesty,lies and more lies.. which distressed me so badly.I knew I couldn't stay in My world all the time but couldn't survive the old one sanely.

At last i found my love...my angel..though i wanted to be up in the stars with him ....reality caught up faster.. coz thats where he lived in.

I came to realize I had to make adjustment to my well perfect world to make him fit...so i did
and now I'm blissfully happy with him...

But life had taught me its harsh truth .. that there is no actual happily ever after...

I'm Back or so i think!

2007-06-05T14:53:00.000+05:00

I've been away from life for some time...but now I'm back or so i think. Will the wind change and time slow down to the whispering made by sasha robot.

amen

Is it??

2006-05-17T23:17:00.000+05:00

This is not an ideal Wolrd. Is it? There are so many dreams and so many hopes that i want to reach but seems so far away. I want to become someone.. like most people do. To be able to support my self to be a little independent and to be confident.Confident of my self.

Well I'm 22 and married and I want to take life seriously for the 1st time.I will try my best to overcome all the fears and hopefully i will get back all I've lost. specially the confidence: ) talking had made me feel much better.. : )

Im gonna make my world Ideal: )

Waiting

2006-05-08T18:21:00.000+05:00

Counting One as it starts,
Counting to be with u at last

Counting Two is a pain,
Counting hours I'm insane

Counting Three with a hope,
Counting on my self to cope

Counting Four brings a smile
Counting distance, meters, mile

Counting Five flying high,
Counting stars day and night

Counting Six with a wish,
Counting as my heatbeat swish

Counting Seven is like heaven,
Counting further for your return

Counting Eight just cant wait,
Counting more I will faint

Counting Nine till you're mine,
Counting now makes me fine

Counting Ten its time again,
Counting on as it began

written by sasha
date:08/08/01

Action ... and the drama begins

2006-04-28T15:13:00.000+05:00

Misleading memories at sight
Frozen smiles flashes through the night

The performance so fake, so real
In the end its nothing but betrayal

The human dolls made up of plastic
Isn't real but looks fantastic

That's how thay all manage
Wrapped up in a nice package

Invisible to the eyes of fame
The true hero goes insane

People say that old is gold
But is it actually the truth that's told

Laying the curtains on reality
There goes the rest of humanity

The masterminds behind the scene
Creates the puppets on the screen

Composed by : sasha-robot
Published for viewing on 28th April 2006
Originally written by sasha-robot sometime in 2002

wish i was a child...again..

2006-04-28T14:44:00.000+05:00

It's just a vague memory but a memory full of life and happy moments with nothing to worry about. Now as a grown up theres so much responsibility and so much to be anxious about. wish I was a child...again..but now it's just a vague memory....

How its gonna END!!!!!

2005-11-27T21:49:00.000+05:00

I started my Web Designing course today.. hehehe.. i wonder how its gonna end: ) the last time i did a course it ended before i knew it did.. and im still struggling to do the other half.. : )

Mini Me

2005-11-13T22:59:00.000+05:00

all the things that life offers comes with a price..

Just the kind of Attitude

2005-11-13T09:59:00.000+05:00

Life is an overbearing challenge which always let people down... down down down.. destruction, desolation,devastation and doom everywhere. Drink coffee and tea as much as u can : )